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            </div><div class="content" id="content"><p>第一次看到最后的结局，我以为，正如从开始就预测到了，宫园薰的死并不意外，甚至从文学性上而言，是点睛之笔，但是我当时就以为，这不是一部悲剧。我那个时候就隐约觉得，这要告诉我的，不仅仅是青春总是在遗憾中成长，而是或许，我们应该在青春中执着着什么。</p>
<p>今天听到了光るなら熟悉的旋律，于是又去看了最后薰写给公生的信的cut。很奇怪，第一次看的时候，我没有很动情，这次却潸然泪下，不能自已。我终于明白，我不能接受这样的结局。成长很重要，相应的会付出成长的代价，但是我绝对不可以接受，需要付出的是薰这样一个失去一生唯一的挚爱的代价。这个代价，对于人生而言，未免太残酷。或许，以前的我，可以面对这样一个结局，当时的我或许还会认为我自己长大了，现在越来越明白，我所希求的成长，绝不仅仅在意改变，也在于我希望坚守我所珍重一生的东西。</p>
<p>就像，遇到一个如此耀眼的女孩，哪怕这只是对于我一个人而言，是多么大的幸运。这一点，关于这件事，我决不妥协。既然让我来到这个世界上，经历这么多的困顿和挫折，我坚信，必然有什么东西，让我能慰藉此生。</p>
<p>I met the girl under full-bloomed cherry blossoms and my fate has begun to change.</p>
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